Close my mind,my heart, my all.

I thought once you were the perfect man, but not, I cried with joy because youthought I was happy to have you back, and finally in my arms.
I did not care if my body had changed little, I had you, and was worth more than anything else, but now you is clouded, you're like others, I never wanted to have.
E. stupid ... I'm still here to trust you and hope that one day may also share mydreams with your own, in a bed big or small, no matter what.
I feel empty, and I envy moments passed when I was in extreme full, I was filled with love, filled me with you.
But now, who cares, go ahead, you're there with the body but without the heart,but I hate you No I can. .I suffer in silence, waiting for my desire to become my home more secure.